Am I cursed?..
All the efforts.. Are all from my heart.. What in return is the love that I ask. I know I shouldn’t expect in love but to be honest I just wanna be loved by you and have you.
Why is the result the opposite….. Completely. The. Opposite.
BLOG literally just ranting.
Why can’t I be perfect for you?
Why can’t I just deserve you?
Why can’t I feel like I have a hold of you?? Even if something happened between us it seems anytime you’ll disappear..
Why can’t I just be rich and finally take you away…
Why can’t I be not be clumsy for you not to get mad at me..
Why are you always mad at me?
Why am I pessimistic….
Why did I piss you off again?…
Why did I try to argue…
Why didn’t I just smile?..
Why am I so insensitive that I didn’t see how much effort you’re giving me messaging me from afar…
Why do I feel useless everytime you’re mad at me..
Why do I feel you can easily delete me?…
When will I ever have the confidence that you actually need me too?..
Why do I feel like you like it when I plead?…
Why can’t I feel you hear my plead..
Why can’t I send you the feelings that I want you to feel?..
Why is time against me?….
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Why am I thinking too much..
Why do I always wish you care…..
